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Love is one of the best things that you could have in this world even your not yet alive its good to know your concieved from love by our parents….. but sometimes you dont know if it was really love or they just made you out of lust and it happen that there too stupid by that time not knowing they are making a new life coz thre where drunk or young by that time ,its hard to ask that from your parents, would  you ask that  from them???

The truth may come out in someways that you dont expect it will jump out in your sorry face and could feel bad about it, hell yah it did for me, i havent asked it from my mom she really hated my dad w/c one i never met well i kinda know him from a  1×1 picture that i kept fr many years,my blured 3 yr old memory and my moms hatefull story bout his bad attitude thats all i got…. well i felt bad now coz when i went to school my classmates have both parents  that attended the pta meetings but that time it didnt bother me my mom was strong by that time she could stand both roles  dad and mom all together in one package she was incredible and lately when i was growing up , i found a longing feeling for dad material i dont know it was terrible coz i dont know where to start i was really messed up i just noticed i cried at night coz of envy for those people that have dads and ask myself if i was concieved out love ??? or if i was just a mistake made to do mistake also in this world ….

I thought creating my own family and promised not to break it so we can be a good one not the one i came from but i cant i reallly cant , how can you give out love if you dont how to love knowing that you where not concieved from love, hope you know where you stand … coz i know where i am now .

Hmmm…. I just a hopeful and optimistic person who tends to enjoy the bright side of life.

"Leadership is not a position but rather a decision to make. You have an option to take full responsibility not only with your people but towards yourself as well. You have to be good yet remain as humble as you can. You must have a heart to feel how others would think and react to all. If you can’t decide on what to choose, then you may ask yourself this question… Why stand in someone else’s shadow when it’s your sunlight that should lead the way?"

"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do. We do to ourselves."

And as what they said: "NEVER argue with IDIOTS, they bring you down to their level and beat you with experience"

In a world where almost everyone you meet is a jerk, you know you don’t need to be serious. Hang out, pretend, play with them… Have fun and stop anytime, no attachments, no commitments, no pain. Convenient, isn’t it? But at the end of the show, you know you’re still yearning for something genuine. You realize that what you’re really looking forward to is someone who can look at you straight in the eyes and tell you he loves you… someone worth every risk of pain… Someone who will stay… someone who will simply make a difference…

Thursday morning hay its dayoff bt suddenly when i was about to log out frm my pc to go home frm werk hay she have asked a favor to come toa session of self defense after calaibration/ meeting i was relly sleepy by that time "asar as in asar" but i went there anyway after i ate breakfast as in gutom jones na ang lola mo i have my pansit in the pantry well after satisfying my hunger after 5 mins chit chat we went ahead to the game room where the session is held well were all girls hehheh as in, the instructor was david and he ask if are we all women as said "yes i hope so" hehehhe he taught us move that may help us when underattack frm muggers bt the mora l of teh lesson bigay mo nalang gamit mo hehhhehe lalaban k ba kun damuho mugggers mo that is ur defense 101 hehehhee hey guys en girls aanhin mo pa un mga kukunin sayo kun may sumisirit sa tagiliran mo kya mu bilhin uli un nxtime matatagalan nga lang pro the main point is buhay ka , bt infairness i did have fun sa session lalo na un one on one na hehheheh it felt good hitting someone well thatwas a pad on his hand i like the feeling hitting a thing after the stressfull time sa work well i plan to see a couple more of his session well nxt time nalang